I have a comedy dream -i want to have a children as soon as possible

Are you asking if you are wrong to want to have children as soon as possible? If that's the case I don't think you're wrong or that you're bad or that you're sick. However, do keep in mind that even though it's okay to have the idea, to actually go about and get a kid... that might be bad. Sure there's a chance you could support the child and be a good father, but precedence indicates that in general, it's a LOT safer to have a child much later (preferably after a stable career is obtained). I do know that "fact" is a little bit cultural so personally I'm not gonna judge you at all.. just think about the practicalities of having a child wherever you are. Thinking is fine, but it's actions that have consequences.