Is your writing affected by your moods?

Canada
May 17, 2009 1:54pm CST
It's funny, I used to be easily depressed by things, I took a lot on myself and I found that I was really good at writing when I felt angry. It was such a great outlet for negative feelings. Now, though, despite my love for words and the joy I experience when I write, I cannot ever write happy things(though I am no longer depressed); it just doesn't come out as well. When I start to write something happy, some morbid thought always seems to come to mind and the story changes gears. The only time I can write happy things is when I write funny stuff. For example, writing about my quirky family always makes people laugh, even when I don't intend to be funny. Then, I'll try to write something happy and it just comes out sad. Is it possible to be subconciously depressed? What about you, how do your moods affect the way you write? What is the best time(of day) for you to write and under what circumstances?
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8 Jun 09
i find 'happy' stories nauseating, so i would most probably prefer to read something you've written than those 'happy' stories. it's even better you can write 'sad' things when you are happy. maybe you are the next stephen kings, so gives people the creeps while being perfectly normal.
@sulynsi (2671)
• Canada
8 Jun 09
lol, thanks! I tend to find happy stories nauseating when they aren't realistic. The worst thing is when something is all flowers and there are no conflicts...life just isn't like that, making the story unbelievable. I doubt I am the next Stephen King, but I hope I am perfectly normal,lol! I have to laugh about this though, because I know this girl at school, she's a year younger than myself and she is a very talented writer; however, I found myself quite perplexed by her writing style, even a little disturbed. She is quite a happy person(or at least she seems to be)and I heard a story she wrote one day about a man getting brutal, perverse vengeance on a female lover who he thought had cheated on him. I never knew that was inside of her and it was a little creepy and it DID freak me out. It kind of made me wonder if we're not all a little psycho upstairs...
• Canada
8 Jun 09
I'm sorry, the comment above this one was actually made by me, sulynsi was on this computer before me and obvioulsy forgot to sign out. I didn't realize it until I had already posted my comment, apologies for the confusion.
@xParanoiax (6987)
• United States
21 May 09
I have a hard time writing when I'm happy, actually. Happiness, especially the heavenly kind that seems to come about when I'm in love or in relationships, seems to be very destructive to my inspiration for writing. Probably because, I prefer to write particularly dark, angsty, and bloody stories...and because my process involves feeling the story as I go. Which is easy enough, as I can usually call up those emotions at will -- it's just that happiness has a bad habit of tearing all that apart on me. That's not to say that I don't enjoy my writing. Because I do very much. There's no better satisfaction, to me, than finishing a book...or especially, a series. I find it easier to stay sane, when I have time to write, and when I'm in love or in relationships is no exception to that. Writing is something I need and something I have a passion for. If I ever thoroughly loved a skillset, I love writing. I tend to write after midnight. I've always been a chronic insomniac, so I tend to have some late or odd hours. But I seem to be able to write the most in the morning between ten and noon. I have no idea why. Maybe my mind's just fresher? My darker stuff still comes to me after midnight though, so I dunno. *shrugs*
• Canada
27 May 09
I know what you're saying, my darker stuff needs a mood to surround it too(ex. after dark, angry feelings, fear, depression, etc.). To me though, love tends to make me a more passionate writer-even from a darker point of view; imagining how I would feel without that person can make me miserable enough to write well. About "feeling the story as I go", it's definitely a must. If I don't feel it, I can't write it. If I ever tried to stop writing, I think I'd go mad and then I'd kill myself, LOL. When I DO write happier, or funny things, it's generally earlier in the day too.
8 Jun 09
wow! you seem pretty disciplined. great
@dodo19 (47317)
• Beaconsfield, Quebec
17 May 09
Yes, my writing is affected by my moods. I find that I write best, when I'm feeling low, or something like that. During those moments, I find that I write a lot better than when I'm happy, and such. I'm really not sure why, but it's just the way that it is. It's the way that I write.
@lupin0302 (137)
• Philippines
20 May 09
yes same here for me i write depending on my mood or my feelings i feel it much easier to write a poem or a story based on your mood becuase it seem like the word just keep on flowing and you never really have to think seems like magic that you just get a pen or type on your keyboard and you have a masterpiece, sometimes when you need to write something and you are not in a mood of doing this the word seems very hard to find you might finish it eventually but the outcome will be as good as if your in the mood to write the pieces.
• India
27 May 09
I can relate to this very well. Yesterday, I was writing a romantic poem when all of a sudden I shifted gears and made it look philosophical. This has happened to me a lot of times. Of late I feel I have started writing dark fiction. Well, this can actually be attributed to what I am reading, presently. When you read something that really makes you think and sort of confuses the hell out of you, you don't know whom to show the anger on. That I guess is the reason I have started writing on metaphysics and philosophy ;)
• Canada
27 May 09
I understand about the whole books affecting your writing thing. The only part that annoys me about that is, I find it also affects my style. I have a very unique writing style, but sometimes if I get into a tangent from a specific book, I'll start adopting that style and sometimes it starts pissing me off a bit.