A wish

I don't mean to sound selfish, but I would want to change the fact that I have a physical handicap as well as a bad back. This would mean that I could do any kind of work I chose to do, and would enable me to provide a little better life for my family. As it is right now, I am limited in the types of work I can do. I went back to school and earned an Associate's Degree, and had a job using my skills for a short time, but that didn't work out, so now I am stuck working full-time in a restaurant. It doesn't really pay all the bills, and being on my feet all the time causes me a lot of physical pain. I am looking for another job, but I am not having any luck finding one. I can't get approved for disability, because I have to work in order to pay my bills, and my wife and I make too much money for me to get approved for assistance. The only way I would be able to get my disability request approved would be for me to quit my job and not work at all for at least a year, during which time, we would lose our home and everything else we have worked for all these years, because my wife cannot make enough money on her own in order to pay everything we have to pay. I will have to just keep working and suffering until I can find another job that doesn't require me to be on my feet all day. I don't really have much of a choice. Maybe someone will offer me something better soon.

I wish that I have a lot of money, and a great business empire for me. That is what I come up with at the moment. Because I need to change my condition currently, and I really need money.

It would be where i live. Ive always wanted to live somewhere like japan or china where martial arts are rich in quality and quiantity. Somewhere near a dojo where i could get lessons in other martial arts and also tech others in the thing that has changed my life: Nunchaku. Theres such a buzz recived. Like when i places my world cup entry in and got positive rosponses there nothing better, or when you post a guide or teach someone you know something new and they enjoyed it or learn from it its just an amazing feeling.