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I am very sad right now.. depression came in.. my bf broke up with me, with the reason i really cant accept.. and still wondering why those things happened to me again.. same old sh*t.. yesterday., he told me that he will resign to our company within this month (we're working on the same company) i thought it was about his family., so i decided to talk to him, or should i say comfort him and be the best gf i could.. but i guess it's too late.. then he told, his going to resign so that i can easily forget him and get rid of me.. i was so shocked and curious.. i thought everything will be fine.. until that day., he decided to leave me.. he just told me that "what if i still love my ex?"awts.. really dont knw how am i supposed to react.. after those 2 months of sweet talks, 2 months of bonding, he never let me feel that he still loves his ex.. (his ex-gf for almost a year) as in.. he made me feel special and made me feel comfortable with him.. i really dont know what will gonna happen next.. dont know where to stand.. dont know which way i am bound.. just wana keep everything inside.. i feel like i am losing him but there's notheing i can do.. just wana knw the answer.. am i losing him or have i lost him?!:( please give me some advice.. really dont know what to do..