I am feeling guilty.

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I am having the worst time I guess. My company has planned to shut down some of its branches, their is a cut off going on, me and my colleagues were asked to put down the papers,the situation is tensed. Two months back I got engaged to a beautiful lady, everything was positive,everything was good. my parents wanted me to get married in next 2 months, they were planning accordingly but this unfortunate event has changed the entire scenario. I am blank now, I am trying desperately for a new job but all in vain. What to do? Should I postpone the marriage, should I cancel the marriage? or do I make the beautiful lady wait for somemore time. I am feeling guilty,idont want her to wait for me, I dont know when i am going to get a new job--everything is uncertain now. Why should she wait for me, why should she pinish herself for me--i am feeling really guilty.