what's the most painful thing that happened in your life?

awww thats harsh, fo rme my dad is HIV positive which turns to Aids depending on white blood cell counts, well he got reall sick and also got a rare disease called guillian burae disease. I was 17 in school and working part time every spare moment was spent at the hospital as he became sicker and sicker, he lost movement in his feet first, then lets, and up untill he couldnt talk and had a breathing tube in his throat, I was the only one in my family there every other day, at 17 I was put with the ecision to cut the cord and let him die peacefully or keep him alive to see if he could pu;; through. My dad is still alive today and has gained back all his movement after 8 months in the hospital. hes got his blood count better back to HIV but still struggels with daily sicknesses.