Conscience
By innawrite
@innawrite (11)
Philippines
4 responses
@pbrockington (500)
• United States
12 Jun 09
ok the whole point of a dark secret is to keep it a secret. Well I have made it a point that in life we have to live with the things be do or those so called dark secrets or dirty little secrets will eat you alive. But is one thing that happen to me as a child the I will share. I went to a catholic school. My teachers name was Mrs Hanson and it was the first grade. Well we still were having a form of nap time and one of the little girls in that class i can't remember her name But I remember many of the other mother mommy's did not care for her much. Well one day at nap time the teacher Mrs Hanson was called out of the class room. This one little girl began to fondal her self. After a while she was adding other children in to it. I guess a few moment later a teacher helper or aid walked in but our nap area was at the back of the class room and the helper/aid never really came back there she was sitting at the desk reading a book. I remember watching it all happen but I am not sure if I was a part of the activites or not.
@pbrockington (500)
• United States
12 Jun 09
the reason I share all this was because it seems odd that I can't remember if i was in the group of kids playing around. I do know that shortly after that the little girl no longer came to school.
@innawrite (11)
• Philippines
13 Jun 09
There you go,now you've shared your little secret. Early childhood memories are a little hazy. I understand how it is.
When I wrote my autobiography, The Living Past(I was 71) it took me sometime to remember things VIVIDLY that I want to write about. I had long process of recalling the events. I even prayed for my deceased relatives for help. And surely, the info I needed came into my dreams.
Try to recall your first grade days, as often as you can. Your doubts might come out bright and certain.
Thanks for your response.
@quincy_13 (65)
• Philippines
13 Jun 09
i am catholic and going to confession is one of our practices..but lately or let say for years i haven't gone to confession yet.and it somehow bothers me because in my culture it's the best way to attain clear conscience.once you've told the Lord thru the priest of all your wrong doings and truly feel sorry for them, then that already clears you of all sins.
But for some dark secrets that i really find hard to keep to myself..i choose to tell my closest friend and it makes me feel good knowing that somehow, a good friend of mine already knows about it, so i can totally free myself from the misery that weighs me down by keeping that dark deed... and i know that she wouldn't judge me in any way. another reason why i tell my close friend and only her is because she knows everything about me, and she could give me advice that really suits me best.
@innawrite (11)
• Philippines
13 Jun 09
It pays to have a close/trusted friend. S/he can be the best outlet to unburden feelings that have been bothering for so long. Congratulations for your choice of a confidant.
Thanks for your response.
@leey86 (21)
• Philippines
12 Jun 09
An information for an information. That's how simple it is cause now a days words or simple grapevines could destroy your reputation and credibility, especially in the business world. when it comes to dark secrets I would rather keep it to my self.
@innawrite (11)
• Philippines
12 Jun 09
Thanks for your response, like you for the same reasons, I'll keep my secrets to myself.
