Jun 17,Wed,Sunny

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Ah,today I ate too many bread!! This afternoon,I search on the Internet for some music I've heard several years before.The feeling mixed with reflection of all the days gone by.Those days life was so simple;what once worried me so much now turn to be nothing serious. Melodies are really magical.They have the power to immerse a person into deep emotional fuctuations.Time can easily give rise to sentimental feelings,which are melancholy as well as sweet.Listening to those familia songs and music,I sense the floating of my days.At what an incredible speed I grow up in all of a sudden!? After leaving home for university,I've started living alone and going shopping alone,in this unacquainted city so remote from my hometown. This is life,right? Everyone has to experience various kinds of departure,loss and so on.Nostalgia is just a common emotion. My teacher today while discussing with us the topic of the text we were learning,said it is essential to experience different phases of life-we need change periodically.No matter how great the present situation is,we have to be prepared to bid farewell. My expection towards life is quite high since I've held on to my ambitions.I hope a free life that I can travel all over the world,experiencing all the diversities and being a passer-by in others' life,leaving my footprints in many parts of the world. Retracing my memories,there had been a period I dreamt of going to Japan to be a seiyuu(dubber for anime).I still remember that time how crazy I was,everyday indulgent in imagination of my successful career in Tokyo.Maybe this was not silly but childish and naive. Dreams convert so fast that I have already shift from JApan to somewhere else.However,I think this is the reslut of self-compromise.I persuaded myself to realize the impossiblities and to turn to some more practical and profitable plans... Growing up is a gradual process of an individual's socialization,then one inevitably tend to be more material.For me,I find I will always consider whether what I am going to do is benefical to me;I've already turned to be an utilitarian. Even as now I'm writing diary,I have my intentions.I want to use this way to keep my day efficient and practice my ability to employ words... Ok,I'll stop here.Hope tommorrow will be a smooth day.