Life is taking too much time and testing my patience too much

But why it happens to me always? Lets hope something better happens.

It's hard to fathom God ways. We just have to have faith.

Problems are there. But when I try to see outside, like a colleague who told me will talk with a very senior level person in another organization, told me yesterday, they have freezed taking new people now. where should I go?

I appreciate the way you say. But still I would say its not the way I think the bad things are happening to me. It is happening because I can't be "Bad" like others. Till few months ago I thought and took it very positively that I would be very well in this project till the end of it. The work of myself was so and the same case was with the way they reacted. But how should i know some people back stabbing me as they can't appreciate my growth so that I am released from this. Was it my negative thinking?I guess no.Even when giving an interview for a prospective requirement with all my "abilities" it proved something very crooked. They approved me but my Resource Manager restricted my assignment as it could prove her discredit. then what type of thinking should I need. I totally believe I am born with bad lucks and omens . I have never seen good times in my life.

Don't worry about others being "bad", you don't want to sink to their level. Besides, the wrong that they do to others will come back to haunt them. I know its so much easier to say than to do, but get positive and stay that way. Once you do, positive things will come into your life. Even being released from the project you speak of, keeping a positive mindset will attract more and better positions to you. The people that need your services will be alerted to your positive attitude, and be drawn to you. Even having great ability can be overshadowed by a negative attitude. Maybe while interviewing you showed that you were not confident in your ability. No one will hire a person who isn't confident in his/herself. Even though you were restricted in your work by your manager, if you kept a positive attitude and did your best, your work would have outshown her restriction, and her higher-ups would have given you a position anyway. I know what I am giving you sounds like a simple fix, but most times it is the thing most simple that works. Just keep a positive attitude. Read a couple of books about how you can do it such as Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill, or Success Through a Positive Mindset by the same author. I know it works, because it has worked in my life. If you put it to use, it will work for you as well.

Its the thing I am doing that praying to God. But it is never answered. it makes doubts in my mind about existence of God.