Changes on myself over all these years

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I cannot clearly count out changes on myself throughout all these years.While I am growing constantly,my recognition or my viewpoints of things never cease their progress of adjustment.The attitudes toward star-pursuing,proper fashion,life style and even personal habits can never avoid the possibility of update,can never remain the same with their very first beginnings.MAybe,it's the way to maturity. I still remember the days when i had an "obsession" with a female singer,a singer who I considered as fascinating and having the individuality.Actually,it was not an obsession;It's just like I supposed it be,since during those days I did not quite realize the definition of obsession or how did it really feel if one was crazy for some one else.I attempted to like her because so many classmates had their own favorite stars.Thus, I thought it would be cool and also guaranteed me a sense of belonging.For only a few years,I had shifted my attention from one to another.Nevertheless,I all along failed to make out the reason or a proper explaination to those who had mania for stars and celebrities.Finally,I all of a sudden gave up all the stars I assumed appealing. The same huge transformation happened on the study of my courses.Once I was unwilling to make efforts on studies and highly valued my rebellion stage.It was similar,that i subitaneously urged myself to get down to what I should focus on.Then I acquired a keenly appetite for knowledge and a strong desire to learn more and more.I believed it urgent to study,to accumulate valuable thoughts and ideas so that I can be more competent. Working hard is good;but the necessity of maintaining the diligence is cruicial for long-lasing success both in career,study and self-fulfillment.