blow my top

I think I might go crazy one of this days with my oldest always buging me and my husband always telling me what to do and my baby crying because they will also big him all the time. I don't know why but my husband and my oldest like to make my baby cry or get him upset by not giving him what he wants or needs. I don't like to hear my baby cry I always try to make him feal good I do tell him what is good and what is bad. I also don't know why my oldest loves to make me mad all the time either she would keep telling stuff that would upset me or she would do stuff to my baby to make him cry or whe I would tell her to do something she would yell at me and say no or my best "why, why me, why don't you do it I am not your made". I told my husband that one of this days I would get a heart atack with all this strees and that is just what I go true every day with my family. So add the every day strees from late bills no money or little money and also phone calls about some late bills and all that good stuff. Sometimes I think I should get some medical help because there are times that I get so upset that I would go to any place where I can be alone and Cry until I get everything out.

one thing that helps me is to work out when i feel that way. i have been feeling crazier than usual lately so i am taking meds for it now. they don't make me feel that much better though. they just make me feel not so bad. try working out for about an hour a day. it will help get rid of some of that rage!