What Should I do now?

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I posted a question here about 2 weeks ago asking about this guy. (http://www.mylot.com/w/discussions/2048177.aspx) Ok..so I did find out that he is engaged, even though he is not wearing a ring. I don't want to be friends with him because I know that in someway deep down inside me I won't be able to hold back my feelings for him. I work with him, and I see him just about everyday except tuesdays, wednesdays, and thursdays. I am a hostess, and he is a server. My job is basically sitting people down, picking up extra silverwear and bringing it to the back while I tell the servers personally that I have given them a table. My heart hurts thinking about him, and I don't want to anymore I just can't. I've had enough heartache in my short life, and i'm sure i'll experience more, but i'm having it because my feelings are onesided here..atleast I think so anyway. But what can I do to make myself get over him? My feelings are so strong. Yesterday when my friend asked him again if he had a fiance he finally gave in and said that he did. I didn't truely know he had one until yesterday. When she told me I was shaking a bit, I felt like my stomache just lunged into the floor, and my heart ached really bad. I was depressed, and I literally tried to mentally force myself that I needed to get over this and try to smile to the customers. Any advice on how to get over my feelings for him? I have already decided I will avoid him all that I can.