If you were in my shoes, what would you do?

If I were in your shoes I would probably drink.

I just couldn't live with that kind of job... I thinks it hard just to see depressed people, so seeing a person kill her/him self would be so horrible... I hope i never have to see a person do that!

I commend you. I don't think I could handle it at all. I guess you just keep telling yourself you can't stop the train and it's not your fault. Do you have nightmares? I think it takes a very special person to do your job.

Seriously... IT is NOT your fault Trains are not like cars.... its not like they take 10 metres to stop You should not feel guilty mate

As far as accidents go, just watch for the crossings you know have had accidents before, and those that have no gates to come down. As for those who will take their own life. You can't punish yourself for their actions. I tell my children their called accidents, because they are not planned. Say a prayer before you go to work and ask for God's help and protection, and peace of mind. For you to do your job well is all you can ask of yourself. God Bless you and yours.

I cnat imgagine..Thtas a tough one..Maybe seek theraphy for getting over the accidents tHat have happened..?

I can't imagine how it feels to have a job like that. But it is not your fault. There is no way possible for you to stop the train.

Nothng much can be done. These things are called occupational hazards.