Which Path Would I Take?

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I've been with this guy for 5 months, and it was a blast relationship. Then one day, i found out from a friend that he's already married. The moment i knew about it, i couldnt even moved. I confronted him about hs secret and he admitted it. He said he's no longer happy thats why he committed his self into another relationship and the reason why h didnot tell me that was because he's afraid of losing me. He has already a son, which is 5 months old, so it means, the time that we were just starting out our relationship, his wife was, perhaps giving birth. I have met his friends, his siblings and even visited their house once. He said that they are not living together because that is just the way it is, which confuses me. I know he loves me, but i always have this dream to be married someday, and once i have dreamt that for us, now the dream vanished in just one snap. I love him, but am i going to give up that dream of mine for this kind of love? Will i give up my dream of walking to the aisle and just sit aside? Which path would i take? Im confuse, really really confuse.