Some days.
By EsmeraldaB
@EsmeraldaB (309)
United States
July 17, 2009 1:21am CST
Some days it feel like i have no one on my side.
That there is no one for me.That I am all alone,and there is not one thing I can do.
I know I am at a age of 18 and know nothing,but I don't want to know every thing.
To know every thing I think will be just sad.Think of it...to know every time some dies,every time some one was raped,or hurt,every time some one found out they have HIV,or cancer.It will be just for one to want to kill them self.
All I want is when some one is trying to rip me apart for some one to help me.
Am I really asking for a lot?
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8 responses
@fwidman (11514)
• United States
17 Jul 09
No, you are not asking a lot. But, if I am thinking of what you were thinking of, then you are in great company. She ripped me apart worse than what she said to you when I first met her on mylot. She made me feel about two inches tall
She is a very nice lady though and your comment confused her is all. Don't be so sensitive, no one is out to get you. And, if someone does really get after you I'm sure that you have at least two people on here to back you up. 


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@sparkofinsanity (20471)
• Regina, Saskatchewan
17 Jul 09
I just wanted your shoes!

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@ShibbyKid (279)
• United States
17 Jul 09
A lot more people are there for you then you realize, you can talk anything out to anyone who is willing to listen. If all else fails, i am a good listener and i could try my best to give you good advise and encouraging words. I know what it is like to feel no one is there for me. It is a tough time. You really need someone by your side to talk to. I could be that person for you.
@ShibbyKid (279)
• United States
17 Jul 09
Thank you, you as well. I think most people spend too much time worrying about themselves. They never know how much others need them and how much others depend on them to be there sticking by their side. But we all get there i guess, so maybe i can not complain, ha ha.
@sparkofinsanity (20471)
• Regina, Saskatchewan
17 Jul 09
Shibby.............you are a very unsual young lady! Kudos to you! I hope you and Esmerelda become good friends!

@jit_21390 (65)
• India
18 Jul 09
its never too late.
if you want you could join me on my orkut account.
email : jit_21390@yahoo.co.in
i will always be there to help you
@mohinimandokhot (184)
• India
27 Aug 09
The best people who can help you when you are feeling low or sad are friends and family. At such times, try to talk to your near and dear ones or even if you don't, just be around them. you will feel warm and protected.
If this doesn't help try to make hobbies. There is nothing better than a hobby or an interest to keep you occupied and divert your attention. outdoor hobbies like gardening are good but indoor hobbies, like kniting or crochet or reading or cooking are even better. Cultivate interests and you will surely come out of your loop of thinking
Don't forget that this is just a passing phase and as you mature you are going to be even more confident about yourself; best of luck to you
@sparkofinsanity (20471)
• Regina, Saskatchewan
17 Jul 09
First of all, thank you for accepting my friends request. And my sincere apologies if I made you feel badly. I felt worse, believe me, when I realized I'd totally misinterpreted what you were trying to say.
Second, mylot is a great place to meet people and find the kind of acceptance and help you are looking for. I know it's the 'net', but believe me, relationships formed here, on the the lot especially, can become very important and be of great comfort when we are feeling alone, or down, or even unloved. You can come and go here, and always be welcomed back with open arms by your friends.
So you are not asking for a lot. And people here are willing to give you more of themselves than you even begin to imagine. Hugs kiddo!
@AjithAnnadurai2009 (429)
• India
18 Jul 09
me also feel like you . i m daily hurted by everyone . i decided to win them soon . so i m keep working hard this days . dont feel about others . keep work hard . god will help u
