have you ever caught?

even if its something shameful, i must admit that i have experienced it when i am still studying! hehehe one is when i am on my highschool and the other one is when i am in college! during my high school, i remember we have a long exam on PEHM...and that subject don't really interest us, so we don't study...hehehe what we do,we here is almost half of the class! (well we are really bad! that time...hehhe) we all cheat by exchanging and passing our papers to copy, and one of my classmates even open a book! hehehe...teacher trust us so much and so she didn't stay in the room the whole time, but she still discovers the cheating coz there are some classmates who did not cooperate! hehehe and they tell our teacher about the cheating...as a result all of us got a failing grade for that exams... when i am on college...well its worst for me. coz i am the only one who suffers from a mistake we make...our sitting arrangement then is alternate and the sets of exams are different...actually we just have two sets...just so happen that my two friends who's sitting on both my sides have the same sets of exams and i have different from them...they ask answers to each other and they pass the answer through me...as a good friend, i copy the answer for them on my paper...and when the time is over i just erase those answers...but so bad for me, that what i erased are my real answers...and what is left there are the answers for the other set...and so...when the prof checks it, he found out about the cheating and i am the only one who suffers and get a failed grade on that subject! and my "good friends " there just keeps quite and wash their hands without even defending me and didn't even try to help me explains to our prof! i just understand them that they want to pass...but its just too bad for me. not only i fail on the subject, it even forces me to shift course and i even loss those so called "real friends!"

during my school days, ive invested my time and intelligence in fulfilling my goal before graduation, to be the valedictorian or #1 student in the class.. i am a GOD fearing person, i use to lay all my plans and all thing to GOD, i pray a lot to guide me and give me enough strengths and knowledge in every exams.. i used to have sleepless nights just to finish reviewing all my lessons and i used to make reviewers.. i used to write all the lessons that i think are being covered in the exam and study, study and study.. that's why during my exams, im just bringing my pen and myself and the knowledge that are being internalized in my brain and ending up having a great result.. the thing here is that if you trust yourself, if you really trust on what you have and who you are, plus the trust and faith you have in GOD, everything will be possible.. you dont need to make scratch papers for you to cheat.. because cheating during exams only proves that you have NOTHING to show..