what if ?

Hello, first thing I would do is make sure my b/f had the money put into his account that I have helped him save.I would tell him only. I also would have him go through my things with me that I will be leaving for my nephews and who gets what. I don't have much for property but I have some paintings and other art work I was given by my artist friend. I would hope they would keep what little I have preserved and not let it get destroyed.I would only want my wedding ring/the wedding band and the diamonds to go to my sister.I definetely wouldnt want the rest of my family to know.I would rather have them remember me like I was living.

I would initially try not to tell my family and friends.But then I am sure they would come to know that there was something going on that they were not aware of.This is coz, when I try and do things I have always wanted to do and never done,all at once, they would know.Then I would tell them so that I could spend as much time as possible with them.I would try and do all the firts I have always wanted to, but never got around to doing.I would try to pack my life with as much happiness as possible and be thankful for all the little things that we normally don't think about.

i would tell my family about that. knowing the truth maybe helps them to accompany me more often, which is what i have been dreaming of. at the same time, i would do something i like but have no time to do. just face the fate and enjoy life to the max.

i will try not to tell anyone.. save them for the worry. But i doubt i can keep such a big secret to myself. But i would definitely go try things i have never dared. & spend more time with my family and friends.

I would tell my closest friends and family. The only reason is that I know they would help me live life to the fullest. Plus I would want them to hang out with me to my very last day, but hopefully this does not happen.