Sometimes I Want To Scream
By KrauseHome
@KrauseHome (36447)
United States
August 2, 2009 2:25am CST
Sorry for not really being active in here, but right now it seems like my life is a real mess and I just have not really felt like coming in here and posting. All I can say between everything going on with my Health with my eye, and sometimes not being able to see as good as I would like, and the situation concerning my Condo, etc. it just seems like I have been so Stressed lately. I really need some Prayers for things to improve for the better.
So now those of you who might be missing seeing me around in here know I am still around. Just have not been in the mood to really post here. I do have a lot of things I do need to post on and update everyone on what is going on.. so stay tuned to things as I feel up to posting more.
Have a Blessed week my friends.
~~TINA~~
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34 responses
@jpso138 (7851)
• Philippines
2 Aug 09
Well, I do hope that everything will turn out fine for you. There are times in life that we encounter problems. The important thing is to be strong and have faith always. I am sure that with positive attitude everything will turn out right. Well do take care and hope to hear from you. I pray for good health and wish you all the best.
@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
4 Aug 09
Thanks for the Well wishes and Prayers. They are truly appreciated. I do owe a couple more discussions in here and let people know all that is really going on here in my life, and will try and post more as I can.
@katheen (124)
• Philippines
2 Aug 09
Hey KrauseHome! I know the feeling. When your under a lot of stress and the world your living just ain't right, screaming can really help out. God won't let you go through those problems without his permission, he knows you'll get through it. Be patient with God and with yourself. Note that no one is immune to pain or insulated from suffering, and no one gets to skate through life problem-free. My prayers are with you.
Remember: Great souls are grown through struggles and storms and seasons of suffering.
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@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
4 Aug 09
Thanks for your words of encouragement. I know that God never allows us to go thru more than we can handle, but there are days I begin to wonder. Right now a lot of it is still up in the air, but I know things do come to those who wait, and I know it will be all for the best.
@katheen (124)
• Philippines
4 Aug 09
Your so much welcome KrauseHome! Glad you have that kind of view in life and that God is keeping you strong. We all know that God is always there but sometimes we feel that he is not listening, I know that feeling, but God only wants us to call him some more, so that we can really say what we feel without any hesitations. He wants us to be honest with what we feel. God bless you and your family. Happy myloting!
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@AmbiePam (93883)
• United States
2 Aug 09
I know I am not acquainted with you as well as I am other mylotters, but I have kept up to date with your situation once you were on my friend list and was made aware of your situation. Nothing frustrates me more than problems with my visiion. You'll be in my prayers. Life is so hard, and even if we don't know the people praying for us, I hope it helps to know people are indeed praying for you.
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@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
4 Aug 09
Well, the sight issue is a small part I think of all that is going on right now. I do owe all of my friends on here like you more of an explanation of what is really all going on, but things are so stressful that somedays I am lucky if I have anytime to even do what I need too let alone getting online or posting here in myLot etc. But I do appreciate the thoughts and Prayers and will try to update soon what all is really going on as well.
@zandi458 (28102)
• Malaysia
2 Aug 09
Hi Krause, we are not always blessed with trouble free life. Life is full of extremes, ups and downs, victory and defeat, praise and defamation. No one is free from this. No matter how good we are, these tests come suddenly and we have to be always prepared -and come out victorious.
@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
4 Aug 09
You are so right. Life is full of extremes, and I know in time with God my husband and I will get thru this with flying colors. There will be Praise reports I am sure just wondering sometimes why God puts us thru the tests and trials he does.
@jillhill (37354)
• United States
2 Aug 09
I am sorry things have been so stressful lately for you..but remember everything happens in it's own time....so you can be rest assured things will turn around! And a few prayers on the side don't hurt either! Good luck with your recovery from surgery and hopefully your condo will soon sell...it just takes the right person!
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@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
6 Aug 09
That is always the Good thing, that everything does work our for a reason, and usually for the Best as well. It is God's time not ours. But things from a lot of views have really improved and gotten better. I just need to post some of these things here as I get time.
@sid556 (30959)
• United States
2 Aug 09
Hi there KrauseHome,
I'm sorry things have been going so terrible for you lately. I think you should come on here and talk about what is bothering you. Sometimes it helps to know that you aren't alone rather than to keep things bottled inside. People can offer up words of comfort and who knows....maybe someone will have some great advice that could really help you out. I don't know....I get stress also but I find that even just getting on here and responding to discussions actually gives my mind a break from worrying about my problems for a while. Hope things get better for you soon.
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@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
4 Aug 09
Right now I am not sure how to talk about everything going on. I have been keeping in touch with my Pastor and Praying and trusting God for something good to come from this. I know that somedays I do feel it is not fair to have to endure all of this, but at the same time I know god is in control. Will keep everyone updated.
@gabs8513 (48686)
• United Kingdom
2 Aug 09
Hi there Tina, I know what you are going through and I know it is awful
Just come on here when you feel you can or want
You are in my thoughts and I really hope that this will soon be sorted for you and you feel less stressed
Big Hug for you and get well soon Sweetie
@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
4 Aug 09
Thanks my friend for your well wishes. I have a lot of things I need to post in here and let people know what is going on, and will update everyone more soon. I appreciate your thoughts.
@GardenGerty (160949)
• United States
2 Aug 09
There are times to feel frustrated and then rest awhile to head yourself on to recovery. I think you may need some extra rest as well as extra prayers. We will be here when you are doing better.
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@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
6 Aug 09
Boy do I appreciate the Prayers, and I know God is in control. There has been some definate breakage and Good things happening in a lot of expenses, but I can still use the Extra Prayers for sure. You never know when I might need it.
@danishcanadian (28955)
• Canada
2 Aug 09
I am legally blind in both eyes, and my husband can only see out of one eye with the good eye going. We know how it feels to be partially blind, and if it's something you'll have to live with you'll get used to it, if it's only temporary, you'll get over it. It's inconvenient for now, but it'll pass, or you'll adapt.
As for other stresses, and even your eye, I find that a great relief is to get on here and talk about it! Hey, you get it out, and you get paid! :)
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@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
6 Aug 09
Wow!! At least with the Cataract surgery I am hoping the eye problems I am still having is temporary and that things will get better. I can see without glasses now and for the most part things are better. Sometimes I still see blurry but it is mostly when tired, but reading smaller print sometimes can be quite interesting as well. The thoughts about it helping coming here and talking about it does help and it is a Good tip, and the extra little bit we can earn here never hurt anyone as well.
@di1159 (1580)
• United States
3 Aug 09
Hang in there Tina! We all go through some rough patches and get stressed. It's just a matter of keeping the faith, moving forward and knowing that things will get better. As to the prayers, we all need them and I'll be sure to include you in mine. I wish you serenity, peace, health, and better times ahead!
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@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
6 Aug 09
Thanks for the Well Wishes and Prayers. A lot of things are definately improving for me since I started this post and maybe it is the prayers of many that made them all a little better as well. I think I will post a little more in New discussions to update everyone, but you are right when you say Prayers never hurt anyone as well.
@frozenimage (464)
• United States
2 Aug 09
We are all stressed, but we all somehow cope it such as mylotting :)
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@lcdelmendo18 (990)
• Philippines
3 Aug 09
I really hope that things will get better for you soon.. I wish you good health... Its really frustrating if all of a sudden you will be struck by lot of problems...But do not worry, maybe its HIS way of making you stronger. Good luck!
@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
6 Aug 09
I am sure you are right with your thinking here. Sometimes I think the reason that God allows us to go thru these things is that we enjoy the Good times even more and remember to Trust him more no matter what is going on in our lives as well.
@grace118224 (1038)
• China
3 Aug 09
Well when we suffer some kind of physical illness we will get a bad mood and easily lose our tempers. i still remembered the last days of my mother. She suffered a lot from the pains and she lost her tempers to everyone around her . We felf very heartful when we saw she was going through.
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@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
6 Aug 09
Many times when you have Health issues you do take things out on people hurting others in the process when you are not wanting too for sure. I do know that hopefully for the most part, my situation is improving and getting better. I just need to continue to stand strong and know it will be worth it all in the end as well.
@308369666 (111)
• China
3 Aug 09
Life is good ,people should enjoy life, rather than complaining about life, enjoy life now.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
3 Aug 09
so sorry you are having such a bad time hon.
i will give a little prayer for your happiness and health. thats the best way i've found to pray. if a person is happy and healthy we cant ask for anything more. that just about covers it all
i will give a little prayer for your happiness and health. thats the best way i've found to pray. if a person is happy and healthy we cant ask for anything more. that just about covers it all @EliteUser (3964)
• Australia
27 Sep 09
Hey,
Yea I also want to scream sometimes, but then again I actually realize that their is no point to it. You just have to calm down, and get back to reality. Post on myLot, or just do something to relax and get your mind away from your problems. Make sure you have a good day, God bless and Happy Lotting!!
@babyjesus (277)
•
19 Aug 09
Life is full of ups and downs. Just keep yourself focus and if you are not really in the mood take a rest and think of all the good things you have experienced. God is good always. You will be able to find time to resolve all your problems
@Youreyes4Today (2356)
• United States
2 Aug 09
I pray that God hears your fears, that you are wanting to learn how to work with the situations you are in. That he comes to you to show you the answers that are needed.
I pray that God will help you with your health problems that are giving you so much stress. I pray that he can help relieve the stress so that you can concentrate on what you are doing.
I pray for God's Blessings upon you and your family.
Amen
@KrauseHome (36447)
• United States
4 Aug 09
Thanks so much for the thoughts and the Prayer. It is truly appreciated and needed. I know that one day I can look back and know it was worth it all, and God is in control. It just may take a lot longer than I was hoping.
@homeshoppers (6166)
• Philippines
6 Aug 09
your not the only person who feel that way though maybe in different ways.. me too, i feel so burned out nowadays. i feel like i want to scream and let the day past screaming.. and wish that if i go to sleep and when i wake hoping that everything is fine.
