I have been crying these past few days.. I suddenly felt so alone..

Thanks a lot myles.. It somehow felt a little better thinking that someday I'll make a beautiful love story of my own. Yeah, maybe someday my prince will come when I least most expect it. I'm not looking for someone at the moment, well maybe I am, I'm not really sure but you're right, I'll better leave that pursuit to fate. Happy posting!

i come from a big family and i'm often surrounded with kids as well as friends. i'm fortunate in that aspect because i can laugh a lot and do activities with them... especially with my nephews and nieces. in times like this, you need to find the things that can make you smile. sure, sometimes we will feel sad and lonely during the nights when we are alone... that's why i spend it with friends old and new, who make me smile and laugh and sometimes... forget. take up a hobby, do something worthwhile, and do something you enjoy and will make you feel good. mylotting sometimes does that to me and i enjoy it here. i also get to meet new friends.

Oh that's nice that you have a lot nieces and nephews. My family is big too. I have lots of relatives but they're all grown up now. I only have one nephew and my cousin's kids well, I seldom see them. I also love to mylot. But there are times when I feel like this, lonely, it's like I don't want to talk to anyone, so I seldom go online. I have a hobby, cross stitch. I also have pets that keep me company. My friends live far and so is my family and so basically I am alone always. That's why I guess I suddenly felt like I needed someone.

Ooww thanks a lot for the hugs.. I needed that.. And flirting? Sigh.. that's one thing I don't know how to. I don't know how to find and don't know where to start. I'm the type who just waits and I guess that's why I'm gonna turn into an old maid.

Wigima you give out great advice, I might even have to change up my hairstyle a bit because you are speaking true words to the our sister, God bless!

glad to help. :) and i read ur response too, and it was very good as well. :)

Hi subha.. I will try to organize a picnic with my family and relatives hoping that it would keep me busy for awhile. I'm also planning to get a new puppy. Having a new puppy can get my mind thinking of other things. Besides, I know a new puppy can make me smile.

Hi azn and doggy.. I don't have much friends either. My friends live far out of town and so we very seldom have time to go out and chit-chat. And why is it that if you're feeling lonely, people always say to go and hang out with friends. I do that sometimes, but when you're home nothing changes, I am still lonely and alone.

Try to fill your time up with some busy work. Sometimes getting your mind off things will be great. Get back into school or do something active. Pick up some hobbies that you can enjoy. Sometime the world won't wait for you. You'll just have to pick yourself up and figure out fun and exciting things to do in the mean time until your friends become available. They can't stop moving the world just because you don't want to spin it. God bless

Hehe you made me smile vandana.. Yeah, being single means freedom on everything. I also love the fact that I can wake up whatever time I want to. But I'm just curious, haven't you felt lonely at some point in your life?

I like the way you described you everyday life. I think it's interesting. From the moment you walk out the door there is something that always makes you smile. I'd say you've got a friendly neighborhood there. I also love being independent. That's why I chose to live alone here in my hometown. This sudden loneliness and feeling of being alone just came and bothered me so much that it made me cry at nights. I guess that's whats different between us. From what I see, I think you're taking life lightly with happy thoughts when I'm having mine as though it's like a problem. Maybe I needed to change how I would handle life this time to make things better even when they're worse.

From where I come, we have a maid coming in the morning. And when I go out, the watchman and his family invariably greet me, and have a few words to spare. The grocer is friendly (he gets good business), the baker and me we share a passion for collecting coins so we always have some news to share, and the vegetable vendor - she is always giving me recipes some of which I try and fail. I have friends who send me so many forwards that invariably I smile at least once a day. I used to work so I have colleagues who are all still in touch with me. I have a few friends with whom I go to temple to wash my sins, and I love reading jokes. I am crazy about music. I sing reasonably well, and my maid also enjoys listening to my screeching :-). Whenever my father is around he stuffs cotton in his ears, forcing me to sing still louder. There are however moments when I have been hurt. People have asked me to take the responsibilities of their children as they feel I have too much to splurge - especially after 40. These perhaps are the only few moments when I felt I should have had a child. Ironically, these are also the moments when I felt - well, if isn't she finding it a burden now - and so I am better off. But please, dont let me influence u. My life is different - my thinking is different. I am happy this way. I truly love being independent. Ur nature might be different. I just wanted to say well - even if u miss the bus, the station where u r is quite pleasant if u care to notice it. That is all. And before I forget, let me thank u for asking me to be ur friend, I am honored. :-)

Hi!I have been thinking what other things can I do. I mean I have other hobbies like cross stitching but I feel I could be doing the same things over and over again. Can you suggest other things that I could do? I know we don't have the same interests but maybe I could try what you can suggest.

Well that's kinda different. You have someone with you all the time and yet you still feel alone sometimes? Why is that? Does that mean that we doesn't necessarily need someone in our lives so as not to feel alone?

Hi doris.. I'm trying very hard not to think about this loneliness. I'm keeping myself busy with other things. I cooked, watched TV, listened to music, visited my relatives and tend to my pets already. But sometimes, loneliness just comes and I suddenly feel it. Making me stop from whatever I am doing. I guess it's not just in my mind that I am lonely, but it's in my heart..

I haven't taken a risk in my life yet especially in relationships. Maybe that's why I have let a few good men pass by without me even trying to see how it would feel to have them. Suddenly I felt regret to have not taken those chances.

Yes.. Being able to share your feelings here in mylot is a relief. And knowing that there a lot who have felt this way somehow and they're still ok, gives me the encouragement to make myself feel better. Happy posting!

Oh so you're a single mom. How old is your kid? I'm glad that you have someone. At least you have someone who will grow up with you for a long time. My prince charming? Well, hopefully someday I'll be a princess whom my prince will search for.

Listen to others' problems? That's strange.. In my situation I don't think I can do that. Well not until I'm feeling ok myself. Maybe I'd rather seek professional help.

Hi homeshoppers.. Love quarrels do happens in a relationship, but at least you still have someone, officially. And that you have a greater chance to get married someday. Not like me, no one at the moment so it's a blurry future for me. I'll try to watch a comedy for a change. Maybe it will help to lighten up my days a bit. Happy posting!

Hi anime.. Yeah, I think my life is so still.. I can't remember how long my life has been like this. My family lives far from me. Actually, I have just came home after 6 months of staying with them. Yeah, it's kinda nice to be with them but I'm used to living independently with just my puppies with me. Ice creams and chocolates. I didn't know eating those can make a person happy. Maybe I'll have some today.

Thank you for hopes lynette.. I have not fully recovered yet but I'm trying.

Yeah I feel the same when I see people with loved ones walking together so sweetly.. I can't help but wish that I'm walking with someone too.. I kinda envy those people who have someone in their lives. I never had too many relationships in my life. Sometimes I feel I am unlucky in love even when most at times I would suggest others not to feel lonely without someone. But I am feeling it right now. You said to believe that I am meant for something else. Actually, I have been praying to give me signs what He wanted me to be and hopes that He answers me soon cause I really feel I need to know where and what should I be.