Feeling alone because I have no father.

Please don't be hard on yourself and your supportive mother and grandparents too. Be happy that you have a lovely,protective mother and caring grandparents instead of worrying about a person who doesn't want you. Live for yourself and live for those who support you. Please understand that one shoudl be self-confident and also be self-protective. You don't expect your parents to protect you till the end, do you? Don't take me wrong - i'm not being rude but i think in these circumstance you should be a little practical - that is it

Indeed, a child needs both parents, father and mother. Because both parents of a complete, will have a child protection and care for the good growth, both physical and soul. However, sometimes a child does not have any parents who have full or single parents, sometimes have only one child's father or mother. This is usually cause problems for a child, but when single parents are able to function as a father or mother, I think this is not a problem, as has been done by your mother, even though sometimes psychosis also affect a child with this problem.

i come from a broken family too...I had my dad around all the time but It's as good as i didnt have a dad at all i couldn't count on him on anything, even financial when I was growing up my mom is away working to help us kids when we were growing up, but though she's far, i felt i always have her around me. yea...we do get used to it...but if we think about it, it's kinda sad to be in this kind of situation just have to be strong=)

Awww, sweetheart...please don't feel alone. I didn't have my father most of my life, but when I did I only had him for a few months and he passed. So I went through exactly what you are. Thing to remember is to cherish those around you. You can not go back in time and get your father to make you feel better, but you can have a bright future full of those who love you. Take care my love, and it might be a good point to get some therapy, it helps alot.