Scary dream about my dead mother and the apocalypse...???

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I had this dream that really freaked me out and my fiance told me I was crying in my sleep. A little background about me: Best friend and mother both died during last 12 months, my dad has abandoned me (and mom) for a younger gold-digging woman and she has made him destroy the place I grew up in for 20 years so I can never go back there again cuz its not the same. I havent spoken to him for 4 months now. The dream broken down in 8 beats.... 1) Everyone on Earth is talking about the end of the world happening this coming Wednesday (no specific date and no specific description of the apocalypse), so everyone is preparing for it. 2) On the night before, I almost got killed a few times by incoming car accidents while walking down the street but I dodged all of them and survived. 3) The next day, wednesday, everyone is ready for the world to end. I've met up with some people at a church in midtown Manhattan, I feel very safe there with those people. But it turns out someone made a mistake and the world will end on the following Sunday instead. 4) So the following Sunday comes and I'm back with the same people in this church. My father is there along with his evil girlfriend and my mentally handicapped sister (who is stuck living with them). They're doing some kind of speech and my father gets shot and dies. 5) At that point, everyone leaves church to go home or hide somewhere for the end of the world to come any minute. I wanted to leave with someone cuz I wanted to feel safe, a group of people, something, but I couldn't find anyone to stay with. So I left the church and went out into Midtown Manhattan which was completely dead, deserted, and creepy. No people, nothing. 6) The only place I can think of going was home...the home I grew up in for 20 years before mom died and all went to hell. So I walked across town to the apartment, which is on the lobby/ground floor, and as soon as I looked in the living room window, I saw my mom looking out at me, just standing there and looking. Most of the lights were out in the apartment so it was only the daylight and the kitchen light that was on. 7) So I went inside the apartment, I felt hopeful because I saw my mom there in the window. But as soon as I entered, she was gone, nobody was there. I was so frightened and scared. The place felt like a dead relic to me, one that I truly missed and wasn't the same. 8) Last but not least, the TV came on and the Lady Gaga song Poker Face started playing. That was it. The only things I can get out of this dream are: I miss my mom, I miss where I grew up, and as for #8... the song Poker Face is about a vicious woman who plays guys for money. In other words, it has something to do with my dad's evil gold digging girlfriend who is using her 'poker face' on him to fool him and trick him. That's all I can get out of this dream, I have no idea about the other stuff in it. Does anyone have any insight into this?