Why it always happen to me?

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Hello, my dear friends... I dont know what to start first but all I can say here, my life is up and down like a roller coaster. I thought it will be good and it will be Ok(not too great but it is alright for living). I am who work and bring income home all alone, my husband has no job since the economy is bad. I can't blame on anyone but he is also try to help me with a little income too. When everything is going well, then another thing pop up for me to use my saving to pay for it. One by one and it makes me going crazy... I try everything and usually advice my friend to do my method in order to save a little money that we have. but now... thing change and I feel like I hate myself and sometimes I question myself, why and I can't do it anymore. I want to quit everything, and give up everything here... Most of the thing that I do and honest is never giving back with a great resolve. my question is, how do I earn good money which I already have but it always require me to pay this and that most of the time, plus I have only one income. How could i save? if you asking to cut down unnecessary thing, I already did. and if I quit this job then I have no income for a while and i can't do it. I hate this so much... sometimes I feel like to kill myself but I can't cuz I have to responsible for my children and I can't leave them now. Please give me some advice to do it... I just can't think of anything else now.