Scared some how....but wasn't afraid to die

there is something fundamental dat we all need to understand. evrything happens for a reason. if u search well enuf for it u will find one.well i ur case and in evrybody elses case wat happened wa not a heartbreak! it was freedom! it was freedom from people who used u , freedom from people with unstable munds and freedom in the real sense of the word.u know ur worth.when somebody breaks up with u over somebody else sure it will hurt but it is in out hands whether it leaves a scar or not.scarred tissue cannot be repaired easily. so as soon as possible the burn has to be taken care off! detatch completely from the very personality of dat person and know in the deepest regions of ur mind dat u have had ur salvation and dat someone better awaits u in the future.the problem with relationships is we make a list a and search for those qualities in suitable candidates.love does not happen dat way! it is like a lightning which strikes wthout warning! pzzzztow! u are in love! sure it cannot happen like dis for everyone but job hunting for a partner usually puts u in a fix.. but beware lightning is dangerous too!

Wow LetranKnight that is some experience! I am sorry that this girl was so nasty to you and was manipulating you for her own means and it is good to hear that it didn’t work. You must have been in a lot of pain to walk in the truck’s path like that and thank God he stopped before you got hurt or worse killed; a bit hard to come out with minor injury after being hit by a truck! I sincerely hope that this memory has taught you that no one is worth your life especially someone dishonest and untrustworthy like this girl you have described. I am a believer of Karma and failing her exam may be the first of what Karma owes her! Things like this happen in life from time to time and the idea is to learn to cope with the pain until you can get through to the other side. Next time you feel like that go and talk to a friend or come here to MyLot, PM any of us but please do not do anything silly like that again. I don’t know you well but my sense is that you are a good person who will be with someone who deserves him soon. Take care of yourself, please!

Glad to hear that you were not injured in this event, and things have worked out for you. Sometimes unfortunately we have to learn from our choices even if they do not always turn out for the Best. I think sometimes we have to go thru these even if it causes a little depression just to see who and what we will become in the end. But personally I think overall when depression hits it is what you choose to do with it to get yourself out of it is what counts, and realizing from there that no matter what this too shall pass and you will be a better person because of it as well.

Hi Let, It was not worth losing your life for someone who is not worth it but we never think it like that at the time as we are so hurt, but that is life, you will get many broken hearts before yuou find your true love to spend it with for the rest of your life, that is life my friend, we all go through it. I once was in love with this boy and we were together for six years, then one christmas he telephone and broke up with me as he met someone else, I was so upset then I got mad but it was not meant to be, its leasons in life. Tamara

Hello Letran, Wow,that was a real scary moment thankful that nothing happens to you(thanks to that attentive truck driver) What happen to you in that very moment is a temporary black out,due to disappointment and hurt,that your mind has only one thing to do,and to get away from that sight. You are so lucky,really lucky at that time,or else...just can't imagine...(whew)

I'm sorry to hear about this, and glad you are doing better now. I once dated a guy that I felt very deeply for. He left me with no reason at all, just packed and left. He wouldn't talk to me about it, nothing. I was heartbroken, I thought I lost the best thing in my life and had nothing to live for. I'm not proud of what I did at all, but I used to take alot of pills, hoping to sleep and never wake up. When I did I would cut myself as physical pain took me away from my emotional pain for a moment. I hated myself. But I had family and friends that never was there for me, helped me through this bad time. I look back now and think of it in discust, that I did something like this, that I acted in such a un thinkable way. And for what, for someone who didn't care about me. Someone who had moved on with his life and had forgotten me. If I had ended my life, I would never have found the guy I'm with now, the one who loves me more then I could ever imagine someone could. I never would have seen my nephew born. There is so much that I would have missed. Depression is a down time in our lives but we have to remember always, that nothing is worth ending our lives over. There are people around us who love us, and will help us through our tough times. Like the quote "To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you are the world" All the best to you, keep your chin up.

That is what you call realities of life. We have to learn how to distinguish who is honest or not. But you are still lucky to find out early enough to do the right thing.

depression is overloading the mind with multiple thoughts or pressures, that the mind or brain cannot able to withstand..so we burst out in depression and tension.