!will i ever meet him???!
By vaideki
@vaideki (19)
India
September 28, 2009 2:44am CST
I met this guy in a cyber cafe where he volunteered to help her out of a problem. At first I thought of him as just another flirting guy who is trying his luck with my friend. Just to pull his legs I started to chat with him. At first I didn't realize i was falling for him, he was not the normal guy stuff. He was so intellectual, honest, respect to fellow being. I can talk anything to him from my family stuff to science, books, music. No matter what topic it is he can talk about all facts in all points of view just not in one angle.Never loses his temper. In a couple of days I realized I need to know more things even to talk with him. I did take some measures for that. There was nothing in my mind except for him at that point. He almost looks like a model and real brainy. Yet the best part was he respected every person like himself.
We were together talking for a couple of years. He was at my place to do his PG. I loved him right from the start but never told him, but my actions did. I was young doing my school so never had the guts to tell anything. At a point he realized he loved me too. It was really a hard time for both of us. One fine day he mailed me that he too loves me, but this cannot work because i am so young. He didn't want me to get into any trouble, and also thought if I would regret of my own decision when i grow up. He went to his place never told me that he was leaving but he was in touch through mail and called for ones or twice for an year or two.
Its been two years i have not received any mail or call from him. I mailed him many times. I don't have any contact apart from his mail id. Till this day my feelings for him has not changed Its been seven years since he left. I believe I will meet him someday. I don't expect him to get married or to fall back in love but I only wish to meet and have a talk to him.Will I ever meet him again. These days fear grips me if something would have happened to him.
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@PeacefulWmn9 (10420)
• United States
29 Sep 09
Hello Vaideki. What an intriguing story! I've heard and read a lot lately of people re-connecting with lost loves online even after 25 years or more! So there is every reason to hope that you and this wonderful man will someday, somehow, re-connect.
I do know how hard it must be not having heard at all and wondering if he is okay. I think this one is in God's hands, yes?
Karen
@mesuaky (397)
• Singapore
1 Oct 09
well vaideki, i think you should start to help yourself get over him, because you might end up hurting yourself, when the guy cuts off his communication with a girl he had liked, most of the time it means that he has found someone new, I don't want to hurt your feelings but you have to get yourself ready cause at this point there is a very high chance that your the only one holding on to this wishful relationship. you have to move on with your own life, meet someone new, who knows you might actually end up with your real soul mate. One of these days if it is meant to happen you might get surprised and meet him. but if you are really eager to find him you can try asking him. you still do have his contacts. if you don't try making a search party using the internet who knows you may be able to find him here. specailly now that there is an internet.
