can you tell me about your father? how will he manage your family?

I never knew my father, my mother left my father, because he was very irresponsible and abusive, so I can really say i miss him. But when my mother remarried, and she had my brother and sister, i did wish that i have someone like my stepdad, that i could call father, he is a awesome guy, very calm and peacful, but i cant call him dad, too wierd, although i see him as a father figure and i dont know, i think he sees me as his daughter, i never got to call someone dad, and i did wish i would had have that.