A Race against time

United States
October 10, 2009 1:29am CST
"Time" to me is what puts stress and strain on how I feel. I always feel like I'm racing against "time". I feel as if I can never beat it and I'm always a minute behind. I can't be on "time" for anything and It seems like I'm always counting the minutes. What is it about time that makes me feel so restless? I've been trying lately to bring myself to a calm. I try not to think about "time." I want to teach myself how to enjoy the "right now." The moment that I am currently in. Because you know what? In this crazy world we live in, time is NOT on our side. Time waits for no one. I'm sure I'm not the only one who lives by the clock. I think this whole world operates on "time." Too busy to stop and smell the roses. Guess thats just what we're used to, I'm used. For me everything has it's deadline and eventually there will come a "time" where things have to change. I can't wait until that "time" comes. But regardless to how much I can't wait, I have no other choice but to sit and wait,count the minutes and continue to race agaisnt time.
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