First Love?
By Hazelrose
@Hazelrose (2179)
Philippines
October 10, 2009 10:29am CST
Hello there, During my teenage days, I only had one boy friend before i married to my husband.At present I am so happy with my family.Why is it that until now he is still in my mind?I don't Love Him it was just a sort of admiring his talent. and i think maybe because he was a part of my past.Do you still believe that first love or boyfriend never dies?
1 response
@ckyera (17331)
• Philippines
15 Dec 09
hello ms hazelrose!
my husband is my first and last boyfriend...
but hen we talk about first love, he's not the one i am thinking of...its that someone that i met in our church during our children worship! hehe
i was very young then but all i know is that when i come to know the word crush, love , puppy love, or whatever it is called, he is always the one who came into my mind and i feel different whenever he's around!
just like you, there's still some time that i remember him and those days... and whenever i saw him now, i still feel some uneasiness and that's something i don't know why...maybe because some of the people around us still tease us and reminds about the past! haha here in fact, we are both married now.
anyway, i don't feel the love or admiration that i feel before coz my love& affection is focused to my husband... and its just like now, i remember the boy... but i don't remember the feelings anymore!
i guess our first love will always linger in our mind, we will always remember them by one way or another coz they have been part of our lives and they bring some joy with us...way back then...
@Hazelrose (2179)
• Philippines
15 Dec 09
Hello ckyera,Ha ha ha!I'm so happy that after 3 months after i've posted this topic at last their were friends who always there to give a support.Thank you so much. I'm so touch with you. Any way, my first boyfriend is not really my first love.Because at that time i did not understand what love is.It was just an infatuation rather.But now i really feels what is the true meaning of love to my husband. Thanks again,God Bless! Ha ha ha!
@ckyera (17331)
• Philippines
15 Dec 09
haha...well, i still find some interesting discussions from you and so maybe i will still dig in some of them! actually i also do that to my other friends...digging even their years old discussions! haha
anyway, maybe that's really what we feel back then, infatuation that we just mistook for love...and maybe that's also what i feel for that guy i am talking about...
or maybe he really is my first love but my real & true love is my husband alone...