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Yes Forest I have and I still have Nightmares about it even if I have not talked about it So I know how you feel Just make sure you get some sort of rest today

I believe everyone probably has things that mess up thier life. I won't go into her but I've had that experience and it almost ended my life. Discussing helps me not hurts me but I don't like to discuss it

I've had some pretty bad experiences as I think we all have. Yes, sometimes something can happen to trigger all the old emotions again but not usually as strong as when it first happened. I can't honestly say that I could look at anything that has messed up my life for any length of time. I don't have a lot of trouble brushing off and moving on from things. Knock on wood, it could be that I just have been lucky enough to not have experienced anything traumatic enough to have that affect on me. I hope that you are able to find a way to get beyond whatever it is that is stealing your sleep from you.

Oh yes, I get upset to the point of sleeplessness when I think of the events leading up to my divorce. He filed, not me. I didn't have the presence of mind nor the self esteem to do so but thank God I finally woke up and stood up for myself and got a good lawyer. Since it's early in my day, I can write briefly about it and be okay by bedtime--I hope! It's better now because I've let a lot of things go and forgiven some things. But yes, things can really mess you up! You have to face all that anger and deal with it before those things will go away. I found out a lot of ugly things about myself when finally I faced my anger and sorrow, but I'm better for it. So quit letting it mess up your life--face it, fight it, confront your issues and lay them to rest in peace.

forestgold hi yes and its still painful to talk about, we are still homeless but I am here in Gold Crest and my son is in gov. sponsored housing in a nearby town still out of wo rk and looking for work. yes being homeless was a nightmare, being here in this retirement center is better but its not home by any means.so yes anger, despair, fear, then courage and hope and looking forward to better times.It was very traumatic and I wept a lot the first week I was here. now its okay but, well just leave it at that. okay.

Yes I have had several bad experiences that haunt me now and then.The latest one put me in a serve depression and really messed with my head and made me isolate myself from friends the thing is there are things beyond are control that happen and we are powerless at the time but you have to push through the darkness to get back into the lightt.The thing I learned is there are things you never get over,you just have to learn to live with it,accept that and it gets easier.I am finding out that you can't let it consume you or you are lost I have been there and it is a lonely and dark place.Writing it in a journal,expressing it acknowledging it will help you heal feel what you have to feel and let it turn to something else..something positive i hope this helps.This like all things will pass just don't give in.xxxx

I have, things that you have put in the back of your mind, so you can move on. I hope you can get a little sleep after you get the kids to school.

I can relate to you. First of all I am not a bad person but if a situation requires for myself to fight physically I do it. It happen to me and my neighbors before. I don't care if this sounds juvenile and ridiculous, but the thing is I don't want other people mess with my life because I will mess with their life too, hard. There were so many incident like these before. And when I started to share the story with my friends even just to have something to share, the feelings come bac and its hard to erase. Even if I try to be busy I still remember the feeling I had there . I became angry, it will takes a week before the feeling is gone.

[b]Often, actually. The best thing, though, is always to pray for peace & move on. It may not happen overnight, but it will happen. I hope you find inner peace, dear. Maggiepie A TRAITOR DESERVES TO BE IMPEACHED[/b]

hello forestgold, yeah, it was this last friday. unfortunately since it was so traumatic, i prefer not to discuss it. i did wrote that discussion in a pad paper because i was in the cemetery at that time, but since i am not that frustrated anymore i decided not to put it in the discussion. well, that night was my last day so, there's no need to pro-long the agony