Honestly do you owe money on credit cards and is it getting you down like me?

Oh my 50,000 holy crap, I owe like 4,000 so you made me kinda feel better, you need to put everything on one balance if you can, also there are websites where people will buy your debt, and you pay multiple people instead of one interest rate to the credit card company.

I know where you are coming from with your current situation. I am in the same boat just probably not as big but it's big enough to be too big for me to handle. I currently don't have a job so it makes it even worst in my eyes. I've constantly trying to figure out how am I to make this money to make ends meet with all these bills that I have piling up. I don't have use of my cell phone and thank goodness for wi-fi or I wouldn't have the internet to use either. I don't have those suggestions that you need to help you get out of your situation but continue to fight and don't give up you will find a way. I tell myself it all the time and I truly believe it. I've been in rough situations and always believe I'll figure it out. I know you will figure it out. Good luck.