is being gay wrong?.. is this love?
By mAniqUin
@mAniqUin (51)
Philippines
November 12, 2009 9:19pm CST
im gay.. its weird but im like this im inlove with a girl aswell im so much obsses to her and my world already revolves to her.. i love her a lot
much more than as i love myself.. her mom disagree with it and i pity my gf a lot
she's being scolded lately and her family dont trust her anymore cause
of me.. i kept leting her go cause i hate to see her being like bout me
but she wont let me.. she always say that i shud kill her instead i know it a bit
dramatic but this how our love revolves a forbidden love and i shall
be her big secret forevr and it sounds unfair for me..
do u think its love that im feelin?
im thinkin of her alot almost evryday and we've been together for almost a year and 8
months and its so hard to let go..
i think of her smile when ever im sad
i kept hearing her sweet voice.. and im happy when eve im with
her.. is tgis love?
2 responses
@simonelee (2715)
• China
13 Nov 09
Hi,there! being true to your self is not wrong as long as you're not hurting anyone. It's good that you both come out. Hiding your true color is a little bit hard, you have to pretend to be someone whom you're not. If you are happy,sad, and lonely you can't just tell it to anyone the reasons behind your emotions... you have to make names in able to protect you're self and your girl.
Now,lets go back to your question if it is love. i guess it is love but your are still young.your feelings towards your girl may infatuation and this may change when you get older and soon you'll just laugh at it.
you're only 16 and you are still on a identity crisis. once you are 18 and you still have this feeling of being attracted to a girl, you are definitely a gay.
you're only 16 and you are still on a identity crisis. once you are 18 and you still have this feeling of being attracted to a girl, you are definitely a gay.