I want a lover

ur...first,i should ask a question to know, do you know the meaning of "lover". i know many people will misunderstand the word~ A lover is the person whom you have affairs with but she is not your wife.... i guess you just want to have a girlfriend or a friend who can chat with you...

To be honest, I think everyone needs someone to feel loved and cared for. I know I feel lonely when I don't have my boyfriend to talk to. (oh and by the way, I have an online boyfriend and it CAN work. It has worked for us for about 2 years- not straight though. But it is a very strong relationship!) He makes me feel loved and cared for. No one else can do that. When I see others with their boyfriends, I get sad because I can't have mine by my side. But I have to be patient and I know someday me and him WILL be together. We love each other too much to not be with each other. My advice to you, concentrate on doing your profession. Try to put SO much effort into your work that other things don't distract you. When that special girl happens to find you (or you her) then you can slow down and concentrate on her and your work. But for now, just be patient. It will come. Its easier said then than, yes I know. But take it from me- I haven't seen my boyfriend and sometimes I want him so bad that I start crying like a baby. But I know one day everything is going to fall into place. I'll be able to hold my boyfriend in my arms, and you can show your affection or your future girl. We just gotta wait. Good luck!