a legal addiction bt for my sake should it not be

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a a teenage girl i am constuntly under pressure to look my best day and night with the lastest fashion, make up and true style something that i have found contributes to all of them things is having a good full tan. now as a naturally pale skinned person this is something ive always found difficult, i cn remember through my whole life comments about being like a milk bottle, never having tan lines in the summer holidays so people wud say had i stayed inside all summer. then as i got older and moved into the fabulous world of make up his led me 2 fake tan and the disarters that came with it of being orange, streaks, the scales wen it started to wear off. so wen i was 18 i found myself influenced by a friend to go under the dreaded sun bed. i remember how scared i was as to what it would do to me, the horror stories id been told, the trampy run down tanning salon we wer using, and the act that i hadnt told any1 for fear of what they would say. now since that day i have fallen into a serious full frontal addiction! in about 6 months. ill go wen and where eva i can, i feel soooo much better being tanned bt its not just the outcome bcos if i wanted a gd brown look i cud get a profession spray tan and nt risk cancer bt its not its the feel of goin on the beds, actuli look 4ward 2 going bt still i tell no1 as in the past wen its com up in convo its lyk a hidden tabboo! worst than drugs almost, n if u were to say i use dem den u wud b given a lecture on wat ur doin 2 ursef...........which u already no!?!? so if something is perfectly legal and allowed 2 do shld ppl still b so jugding 2wards it and try 2 convince it it rong wen reli its just up 2 the individual and there personal choice? admittedly it probs shld b illegal as all the tym its not i wud neva stop bt all the ym its not y shld i feel bad wen ppl r doing drugs and commitin crimes? i hav included 2 photos so u can c the difference usin these beds has made 2 me