How many admirers have u ever had? One, two, tons or Zero?

hi hiddenwing^^;; i had quite a few when i was younger like in my highschool and college days. i don't know why but some were really constantly sending me cards and letters, some i really know and meet, some i could guess, and some i would never know... until one day, someone even called me a flirt because of this which i got so hurt very much even knowing i was/am not. so after hearing those words, i started changing my style can become boyish..cut my hair so short, dress like a male teenager and pretended a tomboy(oh maybe i was, because of looks but i never liked girls) i did this just to avoid these admirers which never stopped until i went to the university... finally, i shaved my hair, just only 1-inch long left..it was actually a trend before. ofcourse those guys were finally turned off...but you know what happened, i got girls as admirers....they were sending me letters and cards too... one even bought me an expensive jacket..arrggh! i swear i never liked those attention. i only enjoyed it when the guy i admired, admired me in return but...

i admire the star that michael jackson,from junior to college,i all the ways like him,but now he is gone.i find that everyone should be admired,we all should be heroes and admire myself.....