Without a Doubt
@nicoleh872000 (50)
United States
November 14, 2006 8:07pm CST
sometimes it feels
like I'm killing myself
not really dealing
with myself
just leaving
that job
for you
and when i do
that
i feel so scat
as if all of my emotions
were all over
and i can't take care
of myself
but as much as i need you
i need to know
that i can still
take care of myself
and if anything happens
between the sorrow and the pain
and the blame
that i'll feel
for all of the moments
to come
that may be killed
by events
unspoken
or pokin
into our lives
as a surprise
that we didn't expect
i want to know
that i can get through
my motivation
you
and God
most of all
and though i fall
and swallow
my spit
everytime
that i hit
the ground
i'll turn back around
for all of mankind
and be the mind
that helps them out
in thier moments
of doubt
but since you're still
fine
and going to be mine
one day
if not now
i'll figure out how
to get by
on one alibi
after the next
so as not to vex
our fate to be
because you are to me
what Adam was to Eve
or Eve to Adam
you see
i'll try to let be
what you want me
to let be
but know that i can't
stop from caring
and sharing
a moment
a laugh
or a thought
is more bought
than anyone
can exceed
and i need
you for me
and not to be
with another
because whether or not
you fought against me
or for
i can't give you up
or ask for more
you are what i want
i'll work til the end
and when the day comes
then we can mend
the space that we allowed
the void that came out
and be closer
without a doubt
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