things that i dont want to happen but still happened

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If i can only control everything in my life, i will surely control pressure due to lackness. with all this happens to me i felt the difficulty of living in this world. though i know there is god who will guide me to make the best of everything i can.... but im still human, thinking that will i survive on this difficulty just having this belief? what if the action and belief wasnt enough? or what about if the realization will not fit on the date i needed it...its too late!!!! is it still a trial that i have to suffer...? thats what i hate most... i take action with the most i can but still nothing happen...still the trials and the suffering is present.