Is there something that you wished you've said and done in your PAST?

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I fell in love with someone before. We were very close and he is actually my best friend. Our relationship was okay. I've actually told him that I like him, though he always insist that we were only best friends... I accepted that knowing that someday, I'll be able to move on. But eventually, as we grew more closer, I only realized that I fell for him deeper. One day, I was surprised by the news he told me---he already had a girlfriend. A girl whom I don't even know and never even imagined about it. I mean, he never told me about her and all that. He had just known this girl for only a month or two. I was so hurt and told him that I cannot be his best friend anymore... It was our deal in the first place. We are so sweet in our relationship and I cannot afford to make his gf-to-be be jealous with me. But then, he never wanted us to part ways or even break our friendship... Now... everything has changed.. I missed him terribly! I wish I could have asked him how he really felt about me. But then again, I already what his answer could be, right? So, there's no point of bringing it up...