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New Year?????? I hope you all had a lovely New Year, this year has been a lovely New Year for me and I will say the first one where I did not cry, where I was relaxed and enjoyed Friends and "Family"Every New Year I used to cry, I used to fear what the New Year would bring, wondering if it would get better, This has been going for 35 Years, not a New Year went by where I did not cry, where I would stand and ask for the next Year to be better, Year 2002 I got diagnosed with my Illness, Year 2003 I was bullied out of my Job and my Divorce came through after 21 years of an abusive Marriage, year 2004 I lost my House as I was not able to work any more and fighting for my Disability, no income or anything, but in year 2004 middle I found my true Love, he was my best Friend for 3 years and it happened, he still my best Friend to this Day, 2005 I survived somehow with no money and I won my case on Disability Payments, middle of 2005 I started to slowly be me again, I started to accept my Illness, my not working, 2006 I wanted to get away from where I was living I hated it there and always had, also the air is so poluted my Lungs where not coping to well, I spoke to my Son and Daughter, we all knew it would be hard as we are so close, but we decided if it is what I wanted and I would be closer to my wonderful Man then that is what is to be done, Febr 2007 I moved 3 hours away from my Babies, it was hard and many Tears where cried for months, but I loved it where I moved to Year 2008 My Son nearly got killed by his Ex Fiancee she failed, but I wanted to go for her, fortunately for her I was to sick to make the Drive at the time, it took my Son Months to get over it all I did go to him a couple of Months after it happened and we talked for hours, my Lad cried and cried, my Daughter was hurting for her Brother, she had been looking after him, she was also going to seek out his Ex but I told her no as I did not want my Girl to get into trouble over that Person Year 2009......... was better then any Year in my past, yes there where the small Problems but that is Life, so last Night, we where invited to my "Adopted Daughters Parents" I have known her Mum for Years, as Mel and Vicki have been friend 12 years now, and Carol and me used to disperse when the 2 Girls used to argue, fall out and well you know what Friends are like Carol and I have not seen each other in 8 years and it was good to see her again, she has "adopted my Girl and I hers lol" She also looks out for my 2 We had a wonderful relaxing Night, laughing, catching up, and Carol's Husband had us in stitches lol, the best New Year Night I have ever had We counted down the New Year and well there it was, I was not crying, my Girl told me how much she loves me, apologized for being so moody, but I know the reason so I have overlooked it, told her that she is my Girl always will be and I love her no matter what We rang my Son, who was working, told him we love him loads, and that is how we entered the New Year, me with a smile, not scared of what 2010 will bring like I used to We had Photos taken, and I will post one here of my Daughter and me, it will be the only one I will ever post lol, 1am we went home, but I felt full of love and Hope, not scared and upset, it felt good So I hope that you all had a wonderful Year to Happy New Year to you all