is there something you have done you are not proud of?

I have this attitude of breaking and throwing things within my reach when I am in a heated quarrel or when I am so angry, it eases my tenssion. I know it is not normal because sometimes even the valuable things for me and my family are being destroyed. I am not proud of it after all.One thing more that I am not proud of with is my tactless and frank attitude, some people misunderstood me often.

There's several things I wish I had done differently. Since, I can't go back in the past and try to fix them, well more like I dont want to because it'll change my life now, I'll try making better decisions that I have on the past and hopefully I'll be doing better, both for my sake, and those whom I affect.

there are things that i made that i am not proud of, like wrong decisions and wrong choices and although i can no longer change that for it had happened already but with this it made more aware and wiser. one thing that i am not proud of what i did, is not finishing college. something that i am the only one sorry of, and one thing that i can no longer go back at to do it right. there was a lot happened during those years when i was studying and it was even my dad who is the one persuaded me to go with him and his band. not proud of that.

When I was younger my mother bought a new watch and told me not to trouble it because she knew that I was always destroying things .My cousins came to look for me and I showed them the watch .However when they left I went and troubled the watch and destroyed the watch .When my mother came back however I told her that my cousins had done it .I never told anyone about it until now even though my cousins knew about it ,one of my biggest regrets of my life

I am not proud that 6 years ago i steal from my parents some money..hmmm aprox 1000$.I spend that money on things that i dont need anymore and play at poker...Now i realize what i done and every day a think about it.