me as a daughter

hello,how you doing?hope you're good.you said you're a prodigal daughter?well,that would make it a prodigal mom and dad,brothers and sisters too...or maybe a prodigal family,LOL...just kidding...but anyway,a child must be thought of everything she/he needed to learn from age 0-7 years old.this is the most crucial and intimate time for her/him to be equipped with knowledge and attitude that she/he will be using in facing this world.as parents,we have a great resposibility with the becoming of our children.as children,we have our own share of responsibility in making our family a wonderful sanctuary. you feel that there is something wrong or lacking in you right now and you said that it is the advise,attention and support from your dear family.you might not just the one who feel exactly that way,my friend.perhaps,each and everyone of you in the family.and i guess it is impossible to bring back the past to be fix BUT it is VERY MUCH POSSIBLE to make things right,starting this very moment...i know it would sound unfair if i'll tell you forget about it.i know you're hurt with the situation,but that's it.you can't change your mom,or your dad,or your siblings..they already have their life and their attitude.but you can change you...start within yourself..it won't be easy though.change is a process,it takes time.but change will never happen if you won't take the first step...you've been thinking so much of the pain.why not think of those happy times you have together?you've been asking why they haven't given you enough time,care,effort...why don't you start looking for ways to give them your time,care and effort?start within yourself.love yourself.definitely..you just said that you are a prodigal daughter because you've been thinking that you are a prodigal daugther where in fact,you ARE NOT.it's your choice.it's what you want to believed.to think who you are and who you are not,either of the way,you are right.forget about the lousy you that you have created in your mind...release the real you that you have been hiding,the good inside you,my friend...you see,life is too short too live.don't waste much time,feeling empty.enjoy,my friend....and most importantly,begin your own beautiful life with your sons and your daugthers...make your house a HOME,where you live happily ever after....