i want to change,but...

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I lived in a single-parent family,my parents got divorced when i was 5-year-old.I have been living with my mother . Now ,i am twenty-six. My relatives usually introduce boys whom they considered good to me ,but i declined to all meeting with them .When they talked to me about similar things ,i felt impatience.I don't know why .And maybe my mother had a traumatic marriage,she never hurry me to find bf,whereas i know she worry about it at heart. I want to find my MR.right by myself , my mother was very strict on me ,i had almost no freedome . My social circle is too small to know other people. I have found that single is not bad. Except for my private problem ,my job is not satisfied with me .I am a accountant,but i hate the job ,i hate the profession.I will quit my job next month ,but i don't know what to do. No objective ,i seem to walk in the dark. I don't hold out much hope for the future. (oh ,some sentences i don't know how to impress accurately . my poor english ,i hope you know what i mean).