What do you do when you get back with your ex when you love someone else?

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Here's the thing, I have made a decision that I think was the wrong one. I have just reciently gotten back together with one of my ex's but I really think that I am in love with someone else. I really don't know what I'm going to do, I know that I can't keep waiting for this guy to come around but he has good reasons. My ex was going through some hard times and I really wanted to make him feel better, but my old feelings for him have never faded, and they came rushing back to the surface. I still like my ex, and he really is a good guy accept for his anger issues, which he has improved on but I still fear that he could have those anger problems still deep inside him just waiting for something else to happen. Don't get me wrong, It's not like he's going to strike me or something, but he does sometimes talk without thinking when angry. That starts a lot of fights between us, which is why I left him in the first place. But this other guy that I think I am in love with, I have known for four years and I still haven't changed my feelings. The thing with him is that he is over 18 and I am not, so we are basically waiting till I am 18 to be together, since that is the law. Also he is a real gentleman and has a lot of morals and honor to abide by, that is one of his best qualities that I love about him. Right now I am of 17 years of age, and I will not be turning 18 untill November, so I don't know if this is right or not, but I am waiting till I turn 18 then I'm going to go with the guy that I love. I have to follow my heart on this one, I really can't let this oppertunity slip away so easily. There's only one problem with him, he is the working type and he doesn't want to have a big wedding nor does he want any childern, and I do. I could deal without having a big wedding, that's not what I had in mind in the first place, but when it comes to children I have always wanted at least 2 in my life. Now my ex, (The guy I'm with now), wants to have a nice wedding, and he wants to have children with me some day. Should I really sacrifice my happiness with the man I love just for following a dream? I think that either way, the man that I love will come around and want to be a father some day. He has never been in true love in his life, and here he is telling me that he loves me with all of his heart. I find that as nothing short of a miricle. I enjoy the time that I spend with both males, but I get butterflies in my stomach and smile more when around the one that I love. I am such a mess, what should I do?