Last sat I woke up to check on my brother (who had been in hospital)

By Liz
United States
January 28, 2010 10:06am CST
I saw he didn't have his oxygen in his nose , it had fallen out two other nights, so I went to tell him and put it back on him he was ice cold not breathing I dialed 911 started CPR he only had one lung (lung cancer 2 1/2 years ago) I was so scared I'd hurt him then the emt's got there and said he was gone. My brother whom I was supposed to b taking care of lost his air during the night and died. How do I live with this? I slept like a baby while he was gasping for air. How?
1 response
maiohmai
@maiohmai (82)
• Philippines
28 Jan 10
It's saddening to hear that but Do not blame yourself on this one. That was his time for him to go. Just think of the brighter side that he's not suffering anymore and in now in a much better afterlife with the Almighty.