What to do when your long time ex bf come back ?

Philippines
January 30, 2010 9:10am CST
My boyfriend will be here soon yes i admit he hurt me so bad -i can actually say even now all the bad words and curse him for leaving me because after he propose marriage to me i found out his affair with a thai girl so there was no marriage that happen. But i love him and am truly really loved him. Despite of the long distance i save the relationship by means of love letters by post, chat and everyday sms on his mobile phone there was no single day that i miss without expressing my love for him. Honestly there are other guys that i dated just to forget him and get over him but didnt work, im still inlove with this guy and my long time wish to see him again will come true ... soon he will be in Manila and will spend time again with him. I dont know if i have the courage to bring out the nightmare, damages and emotional trauma he had done breaking my heart, it took me years before i stop crying coz am really inlove with him ... and soon he will here infront of me i just dont know what do??? maybe i'll just stare at him and just let things happens for the best. He is still single and im still single too but am not expecting anymore for marriage proposal but seeing him and be with him after 7years will make me the happiest girl in this world. To everyone forgive me for being so hopeless romantic inlove, i just love him so much but it would help if you share some thoughts ;) please!
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