Why I am like this? But, I will be like this only......

I am very different personality in changing situations. I am one way with my family i live with, which is a very guard person and not allowed to be open about how i really feel. With my online relationship i am free to experience who i really am inside and share that part of me. I am happy and feel good about who i am with my online relationship because its the real me and im open and honest. I like being my own way.

avimra I think we can all relate to that. I can be the good listener, I can be a more talkitive persuader at times, I can be the shy person I really am a lot of the time, I can laugh and act silly with some very close people, I can be silent as stone when I am with some strangers,I think we are all a little like chameleons in our everyday life. we change a bit in our personae to suit the occasion and the people we are with.

I think it is called mood swings...or being moody. Most people experience mood swings when getting older. Older people were getting too much sensitive and also emotional. It is hard to control ourselves when we are having some mood swing. Even if how we tried to hide our irritation,or dismay,it would leak and reveal our feelings. There were times that,older people were laughing with us merrily,and all of a sudden,becomes irritated,or sad..becoz unintentionally someone hurt them by words,or acts. So,it is fine to have some moods...we only need to control our emotions not to offend the others too.