feel lost

There's nothing wrong with you. Actually, people just so easily "get used to" things around us. It's just habit BUT all habits, good or bad, can be broken off. What to remember is everyone should live, love, do things, etc. for themselves FIRST before others will do the same for you. You love yourself first before others can love you. YOU make YOURSELF feel better first and in doing so, will have a chain reaction to make others(family and friends/lover) around you feel better too. So easy to say but do what? Here's what you do: 1) exercise---this will keep you fit, in better shape and so more attractive and alive(see, you are doing something good for yourself first, your health benefit and your mind's more alert and happy). 2) start doing what interest you---a hobby, or activity and games, even earning money if that's what interest you. (be an independent person cos that's the most attractive type of person. See, you are still thinking and doing something for yourself, don't keep depending on others, that feels like burden) 3) start doing good deeds---you'll be blessed doing good deeds or helping others.(still thinking for yourself first even though it is helping others. God bless you) 4) start loving others---everything should start with your family. Love your parents, your siblings, and before you know it, you'll realize your heart's a big smiling one. Try it out and your mind will be occupied and your life will start anew again. All the best. CHEERS!