. .cruelty..

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Cruelty of the WORLD strike again.. Is this how things work? Things I tried to hide.. Things I tried to forget.. My blunt actions which I thought could cover up the pain, was much more hurtful when it was use against me.. I'm barely alive, and my fingers trying to get a grip on what's real.. I'm parched and cold alone in the world filled with indifference.. My famished heart longing for something, fill the void inside, the empty aching in my soul.. I long for something to come and steal it away.. I abhor it.. I'd toil to watch it die.. The freedom I long to behold, too swift.. For the eyes to chase this heavy heart I carry around.. I dream of nailing it on the floor.. Trade for something dead.. A heart not made of flesh.. I hate the bruises.. The blood that gushes out when I'm stabbed.. Rescue me from this pit of hurt.. The hole I dug for myself.. I'm trying to come out but forces are pulling me in... THIS HATEFUL, ABSURD REALITY!