I always wanted too...but...

I have seen some of this world, and have done some things, now I would like to settle down and own a place of my own. I was born in NYC and moved down south when I was a teen, and now I want something to call my own. I am tired of my mom saying well I pay the bills and this costs me so much. Last night I liked to froze my patooties off. I would like to say to her, well, I can keep whatever on all I want to because this is my house and my money and I don't have to hear whatever you say.

I would love to do some more camping this season coming up but I do not drive and i hate to have to ask someone to drive me to the nearest campground as such transporting the camping gear would be out of the question.... I do bike however and love to bike esp on the roads hopefully when i can get my weight under control and get into better shape then perhaps I can begin on the longest bike trek in human history the time it takes does not matter much to me... but i would love to bike from NJ to CA (California not Canada) and back again... again thats if i can get 50 lbs shed off my teddy bear figure

i have always wanted to do something about my laziness,like start doing anything about it but then I just get too lazy to. I've always wanted to do better in school, because I know I can but I just tend to be more passive in my classes and school activities. I have always wanted to give my girlfriend another love letter since last year but then I just put the thought away after getting confused of what to write in it. I have always wanted to apply for a driver's license but somethings just come up the moment I remember to.If I should continue, I'll end up writing down all of my wishes. Anyway, There's really a lot and I think I should start doing something about it, or maybe not. HEHE!

I had it all planned once. I was going to parachute from a plane. I was dating a guy for a short time who was the instructor in Kentucky where I lived at that time. When my sister asked who would raise Marianna (my daughter), it did something to me and I backed out.

I have had my dose of adventures in my life, but many of them just came up and all I did was to say "yes". What is difficult for me is to make my self imposed tasks. Those are the kind of things I should do, not the ones I want to do. Those plans you talk about sound a lot like my tasks. Are you sure that you the the "walking type" person? Maybe there´s a reason why you haven´t done all of them. Maybe you should have a good talk with yourself. Maybe the answer would be a new book you want to read, a new plant to put in your backyard. Last year I was invited to a real adventure. We went to a sailing trip at the CAribbean. I was part of the crew, mind you. Nothing to do with a cruise in a big boat. This was a yatch and we even had some motor problems the last day so we had to do the last part only with sails and had to seek help at the port. If you live alone, if your best friends invite you, you say yes. But I would not go every year. It´s not my thing. It was interesting, it was new, I learned a lot. But I am no sailor. I have always wanted to see a real forest. BUT... I suppose the forest of my imagination does not have any kind of bugs, no mosquitoes, nothing offensive. There are some things I want to do and I do. I play at my computer, I do some gardening, I cook for my friends and family, I watch the muurderes being caught at CSI, Criminal Minds and other serials. Happy posting!

Yeah!!!! Every day i want to do something crazy and funny but i can't. (cry) I really want to going on disko every day but i'm studing and i have workexpireances and i don't have time for my crazy dreams. I want to be more time with my friends but i'm to busy for that. I think that one day i will have a time for everything that i wanna do.

I live in Michigan as well! And I know what you mean about not much to do if your not adventrous! I've tried skiing this winter and it was actually super fun! Even if your totally uncooridinated! Which I am! I can't wait until summer either though. There is so much to do in the summer compared to the winter.