AMG what should I do ?? :((

Dear smiley, I so wish I could help. The problem is that I am in much the same situation as you are. All I can tell you is that the world will go on. Just as I am in a depression that if not for a promise I made long ago, I would act on the impulses to take my own life. So I do know how frustrated you are. Last week I took a test that I was sure I would know every answer, but then I came upon two questions that I just could not figure out their solutions. I even got help from my instructor who showed me the logic to finding the answers but when I went to go back and try and remember what he said, it was as though I had forgotten all I had learned. I went home and shut myself inside my room and began to cry. That was yesterday and today I am just as depressed, maybe more so, but I know deep down inside that this will pass, it always does, and always comes back. That is the curse of being bipolar, and no matter what medications I take I will always be either moving towards a state of depression or towards a state of mania. So the best advice I can give you is that you have to learn to live within your abilities. I tell myself this over and over until I hate the words I'm saying but it is the only thing I know to do in order to keep my dream alive as well as my self. Good luck, Bobby.

Hello we are human being, it happens at times, i am sure you are in right mood now, so did you submit your project paper in time? Thanks for sharing. Welcome always. Cheers. Prof