Weight Loss......

i am born thin and slim. many says that i am bless having this kind of body because i never experience to go through diet, and eat whatever i want, but i don't gain much weight. i have a hard time gaining weight,, but i loss it easily. i think it has something to do with my metabolism. now that i am pregnant, i don't look fat, it is my baby who is gaining much weight because she is heavy for her age of gestation.

I have moments when I get very conscious about my weight. I went through a period of depression and major anxiety, and I emotionally ate, so I gained some weight and technically became "overweight". Not huge, but bigger than I wanted to be. I've got a healthier lifestyle now and I'm slowly losing weight, but sometimes I wish I was much skinner than I am now. I don't want to be a size zero, though. I want to be fit, not a skeleton. I also have big hips, so I don't think I'll ever be a size zero, even if I wanted to. :P