Sleep paralysis in a worse state: Open minded People with sggestions please!

You asked for OPEN MINDED responders... then, YOU MUST be Open Minded ALSO! I'm not kidding. For, you may be dealing with something beyond, what the world pigeonholes as 'normal'. My first response is, that maybe, just maybe your paralysis is a reaction to fear. If it isn't fear, then put a name to it. The world is completely filled with positive and negative influences. the world operates with magnetic poles...negative and positive. all things, according to science are made of positively and negatively charged Ions that make their nuclei work and everything in the world is made of these things...INCLUDING us. Being 'open minded', wouldn't it be reasonable to think then that anything we do, say or even think, especially in dwelling upon thought(s)((dwelling includes worrying...the negative AND its opposite)) has positive and negative reactions? I believe in science...to a point, and that's about all I have to say about the positive side. I believe in creationism...to a point... so, If you are negative in your thinking of the things you see/hear, and especially very negative to the point of responding to the things you see/hear (no matter how simple the thing is or how simple the response maybe) in a negative manner, then more 'negativism' should be expected. The same should be expected for positive thinking and reacting. You are leaving everybody in the dark with this 'question'. For an accurate response to what you are asking for, we'd need to know everything about you..but I do believe you are stepping into the spiritual side of the world. You haven't left many avenues to explore...try this: Start by categorizing EVERYTHING about yourself,down to the minuscule details seriously! (careful, you might learn sum'm 'bout yourself)...the way you think about everything you see/hear/feel and especially verbal responses. Leave yourself plenty of time (days, weeks, months) to accomplish this...it took a long time to get where you are so, don't expect to 'cure' yourself in a day or two. now put your findings into two categories. Label them sum'm to the effect of light and dark...white and black or even just positive and negative. If this problem is due to the negativity you allow in your daily minute to minute thinking/living, then try replacing negative thinking with positive thinking/physical reactions (such as speech/verbal). Think of science and prophecy. Science is what it is for the act of trial and error...something was tried and retried until it was understood......science explains the physical side of things...it cannot explain All of what we feel(feelings), see and hear or why. Prophecy explains that which science can't AND, its 'sidekick' is spiritualism. Science is/was a 'learned/practiced' thing/subject. Prophecy is the same especially when laced with creationism. It/they must be studied and practiced to be understood. So, it may be that you need to study that of which cannot be understood without keeping an OPEN mind. It sounds as though you MAY be experiencing a dark/negative side to the spiritual realm. My opinion is that you need to learn of the spiritual world in order to deal with them/it. Both the Light and dark... the positive and negative. Then again, you may want just to seek professional help. Good Luck!